Sampah #28

There's me, looking down at my shoes
The one smiling like the sun, that's you
What were you thinking?
What was the song inside your head?

There's us, going on about a band
Working out how we play our hands
I lay there dreaming, later all alone in my bed
If I were stupid, maybe careless
So were you

Not everything is suppose to come true
Some words are best unsaid
Some love is not really love at all
I'll keep everything we shared with you
And that's enough
There's Us

Freeze frame, I'm not about to cry
It's to late for us to change, why try
I've got a camera tucked away inside my heart
If I'm a loser, or just unlucky, so are you

Somewhere between then and now
I looked away, when you said we'll never change
And if you think what might have been
You'll lose today, we got songs to play

Sampah #22

Setahun yang lepas
Pukul 9:30am

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Tercari cari profail awk
Ok.. da jumpa
Stalking awk
Di kepala teringatkan awak
Di hati
Harapnya awk dtg opis ari ni
Sbb sy nk jumpa awk sekali lg

Tgh hari itu nmpk awk
Tp dari jauh
Baru pulang dari kuliah mungkin
Sy tersenyum
Nmpk jugak awk akhirnya
Tp awk xnmpk sy

Petang itu
Cikgu kata ada meeting
Utk program student di uni
Semua sudah dtg dan bersedia utk meeting
Din, ain, fara dan lelain
Memenuhi ruang legar ofis
Semua suda masuk bilik meeting
Sy nmpk awk
'Owh, dia pun join jgk meeting hari ni'
Hati saya terasa riang.

Awk masuk lambat
Awk nak duduk disebelah sy
Sy jadi neves
Lalu sy berkata
"apa kata awk penuhkn tempat duduk kt depan tu.."
Awk tak berkata sepatah pun
Awk hanya bangun da berlalu

"haish.. why so stupid?
Kn da melepas nk kenal dgn dia..."

Di dlm bilik meeting itu
Mata ini tak mampu duduk diam
Hanya menjeling ke arah kamu
Menjeling dan menjeling
Tanpa kamu sedari
Yang hati ini ingin sgt berkenan dgn kamu

Itu cerita tahun lepas
Dah cukup setahun kisah itu bermain2 difikiran
Kini kita sgt rapat
Kita share macam2
Kita nanges sama2
Kita ketawa sama2

Selamat ulangtahun yg pertama buat kamu. Semoga hubungan ini berkekalan dan sentiasa dirahmati Tuhan...