Friday, January 20, 2012

Sampah #13

bangun pagi ini
aku termenung memikir
mungkin ada hikmah
di sebalik tribulasi jiwa

seorang kawan berkata;

 "Anyway, u were prepare for this. so, its time to move on to a better fishes out there. On the bright side, u now have more to choose from. dun give up hope..."

lantas aku alirkan
segala aura positif
ke dalam minda ini
supaya hidup ini
kembali 'happy'

aku buangkan jauh-jauh
rasa yang 'tahi' itu
agar dapat aku layarkan
hidup yg lebih tenteram dan jitu











p/s: Lets go and pump some iron.

Thursday, January 19, 2012

Sampah #12

FRIDAY..

Thank God its Friday
i want to meet her on saturday
plan to buy a flower pink roses perhaps
Famous Amos chocolate chip cookies.
and The Curve port baekk kot.

SATURDAY

Today is the day
Roses (Checked!)
Famous Amos (Checked!)
The Curve (parking availibility Checked!)

Now,
just wait
and wait
and wait
and wait
and.......

"Awak, sorry.. saya tak dapat jumpa awak hari ini. Next time la yer..."




Hampa...


Punohhhh...


Hiba...




A couple of texts on Whatsapp screw everything up.


Balik laaa....




SUNDAY


Noon...
At Wangsa Walk CF


Just finished Workout
Check Wildfire
Check Whatsapp Messenger


She's online..


"Awak free tak hari ni?"


No Answer...




Walk to the ROTIBOY
and saw her
Agak terkejut


"Who is that guy?"


They are holding hands
Mesraaaa...




He is very lucky
and i'm the loser.




MONDAY




...................................................

Sampah #11

Kamu sedih 
Kamu terluka 
Kamu membenci 
Tapi 
Aku tetap memahami 

Kamu rasa lonely 
Kamu rasa sepi 
Kamu rasa sunyi 
Tapi 
Kamu tak sedar 
Aku selalu disini 

Kamu happy 
Kamu suka hati 
Kamu nampak riang sekali 
Sebab 
Aku yang bikin kamu senang hati 

Tolong senyum 
Jgn bersedih 
Kamu kuat 

Kamu hebat 
Dia tinggalkan kamu 
Tapi 
Aku akan sentiasa ada untuk kamu 
Hari hari 
Sampai aku mati 

Sampah #10

1st time i saw u
kat Facebook
Not stalking u
but u suddenly appear 
kat my 'People You May Know' tab


2nd time i saw u
after i add u
not ur cute face that attract me
but ur pretty eyes behind the instrument u like to hangout with

3rd time i saw u
well, 
it upset me a bit
coz its u with a guy
i thought he was ur friend
but clearly he is more than that

the 4th time this time
we accidently met
when i was in the rush
u recognised  and say 'hi' to me
which i definitely never forget



now came the 5th time i saw u
u were very happy
of course with that guy u see
i was frustrated indeed
and pray that u will always be happy

a year later

last time i saw u
u r sad
u r ignoring me
u just silence
didn't make a word


a few month later..........


i saw u again for the 7th times
u look different then before
brighter then before
more fetterless then before



i only making an assumption
theoritize about ur life but

Sometimes...

i wonder whats going on
i wonder what happen to u
i wonder u whether u have fulfilled ur dreams
and i wonder will i ever see u again

if only u know...

that u r the one who planted the seeds
that after a year it blooms into an immortal roses
my only wish is
if only u could give me a 2nd chance
to give back this roses to u.

Sampah #9

Duduk aku pada daerah ini
menjenguk jendela
mendongak langit yg gelita
sepi
hanya dingin angin malam 
menyapa pipi

Duduk aku di daerah ini
Yang baru merasai pedih
Selepas bertatih mencipta realiti
Sepi juga yg kembali menyelubungi

Di daerah ini aku terus merenung langit
Melantun-lantun rasa hati
Mungkin natijah pengorbanan ini

Mengharapkan kegembiraan dia
Moga korban ini 
Bawa bahagia buatnya

Di daerah sepi ini
Aku mendongak langit
Allahu Rabbi...
Mohon rasa ini tidak berpanjangan...


p/s: rindu awk sangat2...

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Sampah #8

Reminiscing...

Tibe tibe teringat masa aku mula-mula nak kenal kamu dulu.
Dulu takde Fesbuk mcm skrg.
Takde twitter nak follow kamu mcm skrg.
Yahumesenjer pun tak reti pakai sgt.
Henpon 3310 je la jadi penghubung.

Puas berusaha
Dapat la no tepon kamu
Mula la kalam kabut 
Ape nak buat pun tak tahu
"kau miskol je dulu," kata Abu
Aku pun miskol kamu
Tiada miskol balik

Esoknya
"One messege recieved"


Open....

"siapa ni yer?"
Aku senyum..
Nokia mmg "Connecting people".

(Selepas 4 bulan)

Hubungan jarak jauh ni mmg tak best
Nak2 plak aku je yang perasan lebih
Kan best kalau dia ada depan mata
Takde la rasa 'loser' sangat mcm skrg ni

"hye there, i'm in town. Lets meet tonyt"

Whoahh..
Dia ade kt kl laa
Nak jumpa ke tak
Nak jumpa ke tak

"jumpa je laaa!"
Kata Abu..

"ok. Jumpa u kt klcc k?..."

Hampir tiap2 saat mengelap peluh dimuka
Hampir setiap detik check rambut kt cermin
Pening nak pakai baju apa
Kasut pun pinjam abu punya
Aku tak mahu nampak "loser"

Naik lrt sampai klcc
Demmit, aku sorang dia bertiga
"hi, how are u" jadi pembuka kata
Pastu senyap dia plak dok sembang dgn kawan kawan dia.

"lets take a picture of u two together" 
"boleh jgk," aku kata
"eh, tak payah lah." kata si dia
Nmpk sgt aku "loser"
Aku yg tergedik dia cool ajer.

Today (8 years since that 1st date)

"I used to b in love with u. I felt for ur smile. I said it everytime we spoke. U want us to be friends. I want more than that. Bcoz u r my first love. U said we were not meant to be. But today u are my wife. 

Happy anniversary hun...

Sampah #7

I wonder why i still thinking about you
I wonder why i still need to care
You are nothing but the pain
You're nothing but the devil


I wonder why i still thinking about you
I wonder why i still care
You broke my heart into pieces
You crushed my soul perfectly


After all this years
the suffering
the pain
the hate
the heartache
I just wanna say Thank you
From the bottom of my heart


Thank you..........

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Sampah #6

Kita bertemu
Kita berkawan
Kita bersahabat
Kemudian Kamu menjadi teman

Dunia tidak lagi sepi
Hari ke hari
Suara 'jantan' mu itu menghiasi ruang hidup ini

Kita berjumpa
Kita ber'dating'
Kita mendengar 'live band'
Kunang-Kunang jadi saksi

Tiba-tiba kau diam
Suara garaumu tidak lagi kedengaran
Hidupku kembali resah
Sunyi bertemankan gelisah

Hari demi hari
Kau bikin aku sasau
Kau bikin aku risau
Kau buka hijab kebodohan
Yang selama ini hanya kau yang diperlihatkan

Itu semua cerita lalu
Kalau diizinkan Yang Maha Satu
Inginku berterima kasih kepada kamu
Sebab kamu, aku menjadi AKU semula

"You never wanted to be anybody's girlfriend, and now you're someone's wife?"

"Either she's an evil, emotionless, miserable human being, or... she's a robot."

"Boy meets girl. Boy falls in love. Girl doesn't."

Sampah #5

Siang tadi
ternampak kamu
ku atur langkah untuk dekati
namun
kakiku kaku

Siang tadi
kamu masih di situ
bagaikan sekuntum bunga
mekar di sinar mata hari

Siang tadi
aku berdiri di situ
mengharapkan ada kudrat 
menegur kamu walau sepatah ayat

Siang tadi
Kamu yang di situ
Memandang aku di sini
Mulut kaku

tapi tidak tangan aku

Siang tadi
Kamu senyum
Aku melambai

.....

Tak ada apa yang aku inginkan
Melainkan aku konklusikan kisah hari ini
dengan senyumanmu
Wahai puteri negeri bawah bayu
Semoga Tuhan pelihara senyuman mu itu
Selalu

Sampah #3

Tak semua orang paham
Bila kita cuba nak bagi orang paham
Tak semua orang suka
Bila kita utarakan pendapat

Ramai yang mahu menang
Menegakkan jarum yang basah
Kononnya sudah lama makan garam
"Kau yang muda sila duduk diam!"

Natijahnya orang muda melopong
Nak menjawab
Di tuduh biadap
Di cemuh "mak bapak tak ajar!"
Di hambat dengan kata "kurang ajar!"

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Sampah #2

We started as friends
But something happened inside me
Now I'm reading into everything
But there's no sign you hear the lightning
You don't ever notice me turning on my charm
Or wonder why I'm always around

I've made it obvious
Done everything but sing it
I just want you to know
I've crushed on you so long

I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song

You are my very first thought in the morning
And my last at nightfall
You are the love that came without warning
I just want you to know

I more then adore you
But you never seem to see
I'll say it in this love song

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Sampah #1

Lelaki itu
Berubah dia kerana "sesuatu"
Lelaki itu
Berubah dia kepada yang baru
Hari-hari
Senyum terukir
Hari-hari
Tidak lagi sepi
Mungkin ini yg terakhir
Lelaki itu berharap
Pencariannya berakhir
Mohon dia pada yang Satu
Jika sudah diketemu
Moga berpanjangan jangka "sesuatu" itu

Ya Rabb,
Perkenankan Doa ini
Agar jiwa ini tidak lagi sepi
Agar berpanjangan senyum ini